My First Year High School Life
October 24th, 2008 by azul-090206In my first year, we are scheduled in morning session. This day is memorable to me. It happen to be because a memorable first day in high school to me because in my very first day eh napahiya kaagad ako. While we are having our game in math, our group lost and because we are loosers we will sing or dance in the front. Take note: one by one. So when it is my turn because it is only me and my other classmate named Kim Brian Tison Carbo left in front, I just think of singing because I don’t like to dance that time. I sing the song of Nikki Gil in Coke commerial because this song is quite popular this time. When I’m about to hit the lasts lines, I suddenly make some ‘piyok’ while I am singing. All of them laught at me of course, because that is too shameful.
Nakakahiya talaga… so that’s why the only first day of our class I gain some friends, especially girls, I think because some of them have a crush on me. Ewan ko ba, hearthrob ako some other time in our first quarter in this year eh. ‘Di naman maiiwasan ‘yun. But as they know much more about me, ewan ko ba bigla na lang nawala mga pagtingin nila sa’kin. Because they prefer to be my friend because un nga I’m a little bit so kulet since I’m in my first weeks.
I’m not that sanay in the first because I came from a Private School and its just small and I think that I’m culture shocked when I step on a public school. But as days pass by I feel comfortable with their companion. In this year I choose to pick up the Journalism than TLE, ewan ko ba. Wala naman akong masyadong alam about writing stuffs. (Ows?! di halata!) My studies are not that great but still I understand what they teach to me. But not all, thats for sure. Because around the middle of my studies, I start hanging out with some friends and doing some scheduling after classes like of course playing computer games. They are the ones who thought me playing games in computer because in my elementary days I’m not aware of computer works like that. When I try to join to them in the first time, natuwa naman kaagad ako. So when theres a scheduling I often join to them. But still I don’t lost time in studying naman. As of my love life naman, I have many crush, and all of those things are revealed. I think I’m a little bit showy. I remember one time asking my crush if she likes to be my seatmate in the bus in our fieldtrip in the middle of October before sembreak. Ayun, nahalata kaagad. But its just a crush. Nothing whatsoever. I know naman na there’s no one in the room that has a crush on me. Sa kulit kong ito, may magtiyatyaga? Nah…
But I don’t know that may isa pa lang merong secret crush on me. I am shocked because that girl is a litle bit close friend to me. We, I mean, some of them release this truth from her when they are having the ’spin the bottle’ game after sembreak. That time I am absent because sembreak naman so I though na there’s only few students who will come to school. So I think thats why she had to surrender that secret because first of all I’m not around and secondly her friend try and try to concele the truth from her. At first I don’t know that happening because un nga I think they just want it for me to find out. But as days pass I notice some of them teasing me to her. And that time I find out na may crush pala talaga siya sa’kin. That day I don’t know but I’m just happy because ‘di ko akalaain na may crush pala siya sa akin. But still I do not talk about that topic that much to her because we are close friends and I don’t want to sacrifice that relationship. And one more thing, I have another crush, and its not her, so I do not elaborate that topic.
Then some other time in January I just realize that I have no hope in having the heart of my crush because she just treat me as a friend and I think she has a crush on my other classmate. So I surrender my feeling to her and the thought came to me to try to love the one who loves me. Then I just don’t know that as day pass I continue to fall in love with this girl. Then she notice it. Then I soon realize that I do really love her now.
One time, I mean, in the middle of the February, specificaly February 16, 2006, around 3pm after our practice in an activity in a subject, I, together with my crush and our friend came back to our room. Because that time there’s no one using our room in the afternoon session. So we just go there to stay for a while and when we got there we see I think 4 more other classmates of ours. Then when they see us coming one of them say, “Oh Reynante ‘bat nandiyan ka… Mas magandang tignan kaya kung sila lang magkasama…” she was referring to us, because kalat pa rin in our room that she has a crush on me, so do I. When we get there we are just talking nothing whatsoever when they thought to talk about us.
One of them ask to Kristel, “If you will rate Denielle from 1-10 on how important he is to you, 10 is the highest, what will you rate him?”. She is a little bit shock to that question, I think, because she did not answer that fast, and thats why they ask the same question to me, so I say that if ten is the highest, then she’s number 10 to me. All of them are teasing us two with my answer because that is nice of me they say. I myself don’t know if I’m serious with my answer or not. Then when they ask her again, she say that I’m number 9 to her (Aysus nahiya pa!). Then they are just asking us many question when one of them ask me if I’m courting Kristel already. I said no, because I don’t know yet how to court a girl. I’m also not sure pa nga if I know the word “courting” eh. Then they just say that that day will be the day that I will start courting her. I don’t know pero nakisama na lang siguro ako ‘nun. Siya wala naman comment because I think that she didn’t take that thing seriously. But thats only what I think… Then that day had end. Ewan ko ba but that day was a memorable one to me because that day the thing of courting her comes in place. And that was already the end of the school year.
Our story starts when my life in my first year in high school ends…
